friends hurt you sometimes

friends say they're always with you no matter what.... but why am i feeling this way????? kung sino pa ang kelangan mo,,, sila pa tong wala... i needed them,, but no one makes me feel i'm understood..... they didn't mind to ask if i was okay..,, they didn't even ask what's wrong.... it's really hard to cope up with problems,,, especially when you're all alone..........

it's so hard..... having friends who only come up to you when they need you...,,,, who only look for you when they ask for something.... when they need confidante..,, when they want to have a shoulder to lean on.... But hwhat about me??????!!!!!! i hate them.....!!! but i still love them... i don't think they can relate to what i'm saying right now......,,, wala naman kase silang alam......,,,, lagi naman eh..... i was wrong when i say i'm happier with my friends now//..... huindi dapat ako nagjajudge agad....... haaaay... hope i can cope up with this prob......